ten missed calls last night
I was chasing another high
last minute but I caught the guy
now he's laying by my side
in it, thinking about her
and you kept your eyes closed
I bet in your mind she posed
up and down she rose
I don't take medication
my wounds are better sore
addicted to the chaos
addicted to the fall
I don't need no saving, but I do want it all
bleeding through my choices
what the hell did I create?
if you're left alone
it's not me baby, it's fate
it's not me baby it's fate
it's not me baby it's fate
such a complicated time
for me to call you mine
I don't think I'm alright inside
all the girls I have spied
why would you leave with her?
baby I'm just so hurt
now fly, fly away back home
save my tears for dessert
I don't take medication
my wounds are better sore
addicted to the chaos
addicted to the fall
I don't need no saving, but I do want it all
bleeding through my choices
what the hell did I create?
if you're left alone
it's not me baby, it's fate
I remember, you and I going crazy
till I had a thought about me having a side girl
I hate myself
for destroying what we had
it was a matter of time until I realized
(that's true bitch!)
I've always told myself that I'm better (yea)
and bitter at same time, better (yea)
with no real leather
yea, no real leather
and I'm telling you
that ish is expensive
some people say that I'm crazy
and I know that I'm sorry for what I did
will you find it in your heart to forgive me?
addicted to the chaos
addicted to the fall
I don't need no saving, but I do want it all
bleeding through my choices
what the hell did I create?
if you're left alone
it's not me baby, it's fate
it's not me baby it's fate
it's not me baby it's fate
